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I wish I can just talk about things with someone; like sometimes I just want to say I’m depressed and lost and want to stop existing. But I don’t want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don’t want them to think “oh no idk how to comfort you” or “not this again.” I don’t want to be a burden or a toxic person. I just want them to understand or maybe listen and then we can go watch a movie and eat mcdo or something.